geriatricly young gun

it's a little easier to say what i wanna when my tongue's loosened up.
but this charm juice is wearing off
i'm not just 'a little' lost
oh,
and this atomosphere around my neck
is keeping all of you in check
and the bankrolls comin in
but it's always wearing thin


i'm still awake
a baby boy's dreams aren't finished
when you pick the lock and let them out the back
morally wrong but generally oh-so-right
we'll have us a champagne jam tonight
the lids under her eyes paint a different picture
i imagined van gogh and got monet
fuck it i feel like i shine
deny deny deny
but i've got it all and all is mine
lost a fortune but she's enough gold
someone forty nined it first



lost in a landfill
woke up in michigan

runnin

and i wonder if they'll laugh when i'm dead.
misery loves you.
"for a chance to be with you, i'd gladly risk it all"
i jump and claw to the top to find myself in the middle
being in a two star feels like you're a 5 star celeb sometimes.
everyone knows yr business
but you don't know they know
but i know
i won't leave this window 'til you kiss me away
an intimate hand in hand
is what i've always planned
but that all goes without saying.
want to buy some confidence. have disparity and pretentiousness to trade
best offer takes me home to you.

"You grow, we all grow, we're made to grow. You either evolve or disappear."

cut the existential cord
i'm done with it all
well for now.

i wanna die and come back
reappear in a blaze of glory
and then show 'em all how to live

what do you say when dreamer doesn't cover it?
i'm delirious i suppose
i'm at large with the way i don't ever let my guard down/out
i'm aiming fr yrs
it's not over tonight
it's not over tonight
it's never over tonight
it's not over any night.

why does it happen to you?
you deserve it all.