stay where i can see you

if you ever drained the ocean
and saw what was on the bottom
you'd look like this too.
i've heard of a lot failures in my years
i guess everything happens for a reason.
if i finally hit my wall how do i bounce back?
i am disintegration in slow motion
we are the only light i ever see
a rags to riches to rags story
we all weep for the downfall
but no one ever notices the kids stuck on bottom
my tank is on empty
i want to love you and you have no idea.
i want to fuck you but my better mind battles me
i want you talk to me because i can't scrounge up my guts.

why do we always sing the saddest songs at the end?