under the summer rain

i've locked and loaded all the words i won't ever say
pointed them at my own head cuz it's my only demise.
dance and explode.
criss cross paths and meet somewhere where i've never been.
i'm so shocked and understood.
we starve for the approval of everyone
knowing that no one understood
the story unfolds and the stone is chipped away
for i'm my on my own now son,
you should have never listened to a word i said
and everyone i can come to terms with in my head
won't feel the way i do
unless they change their entire tune to the key just flat of being content
i ran a hundred miles in my head
i've counted every star in the sky
i can't believe all the things that have happened to me
but can believe why
i'm a comet that collides with your hips
a star that never shone as bright as the day we intertwined
and is duller now for it.
i cannot forget all the ones who loved me
because they're the best thing that's ever happened to my pathetic story
god bring all my friends to glory


"i'd sing my insides out for you."