i meant the world imploded

i'm amazed every single day
you are controlled mania
been ripping the sheets off when i sleep
can't remember a single dream
i'm a distant second to anything worth mentioning
maybe memories, but probably pretend
we're all in a race where we don't win in the end
you are my house
and i just wanna go home
i'm in no position to change
what would i even be anyway?
not sure who i am
but what's new

if you are my star i want to never stop wishing