if you're never let down when do you know when yr up?

glory hallelujah
i'm the king of shit
a pension for perjury
a two step in the wrong direction
yet my dark demand attention
a kind of bittersweet intervention
toast to being alive
or to just being in the right place
and doing the right line
sick of looking for shit i can't find
i attract all the wrong attention
from all the greatest of the worst
i'm a distant first
crown me attentive
and i won't show
call me brave
and i'll back down

all i want is someone beside me