troubled with the tv on

slow pitch and miss
i can't get anything right.
missing everyone is a bitch
especially when they're still here.
three years and i haven't done anything
worth showing
it's all hidden on the internet
so no one can see.
i don't even know if this can count
but it does to me
tied my faith around a desperation tree
hopefully it'll come back to me
my sense of self importance that is.
a pond is as deep as an ocean if only your head's goin under.