th snd n yr blnkt

i hear voices, but i'm not listening
telling me who i am and who i should be
a movie plays out in yr head
only to get a one star review in gossip bibles
i dono nymr.
i take vowels out sometimes so you can fill in the blanks
in my sentences and my passenger seat
oh how'd i'd love a night alone.
i'm a fragment to a story only everyone tells
upstairs kids hoping for wedding bells
i'm a cheap copy, a poor interpretation
i'm concretely incomplete.
butjustfornow.
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i wrote this awhile ago.
fun to look back.


had a falling out again, with myself and i.
told him to pack his shit and go.
said "they'll never split us apart"
look at us now.
caught a hold of myself, but i'm pretty sure it was bad throw
head is swimming, but my gut is sinking
i hoped you choked
but just so i could save you
we've got nothing but time on our hands
and smiles on our faces
sophomore slump is over, now we're junior disasters
soon to be senior failures.
i lost friends this year, but i gained way more.
totally not the type of people i'd imagine myself with
but that's the best part.

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