"i know i'll never die alone cuz of all of you"

i'm different, in the same kind of way
my life is an endless amount of saturdays.
put all my chips in on what i thought could happen
they called my bluff
i'll keep on lying until im lying for good
seconds are just a matter of time
i've been bad, but i do it so good
i'm not moving on cause i need to
i'm just bored of being so miserable
i wanna make irresponsible choices
for once in my life
i've been the peacemaker, the pacesetter
now i wanna sit in the back and throw spitwads
lets move and shake whatever we have
until we find the gold underneath.
"my friends are a different breed
my friends are everything...."