"this is the last time i'm gonna let her do this to me"

i have no fucking clue why i do this.
put my own gun to my own head and sink my own ship.
i beat myself up over you, my insides are bruised
last year it was a toll i couldn't bear to pay
this year, it's no different, except it's your fucking face.
i hate to look at you
but love to think of you
we're making up, and making out [and i'm talking in more ways than one]
and i've got a bet with your car window that says: i love you more than he does.

truefuckingwhoknows.